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I HAD A FREAKING SCARY NIGHTMARE. Haven had one in AGES.
But this one totally sucked and freaked me out can. Woke up almost in tears.

Shiver when I think of it. Okay larh. Dreams are usually like that. You find that its super realistic and that it super makes sense when you're dreaming it. Then you wake up and hurry to jot down your thoughts. Then you go back to sleep. When you wake again, you read back, and you find your dreams incoherent and weird.

But it was a super scary incoherent dream.

In the dream, Sheena owns a motorbike!
She and another common friend we have was out playing, then she said something which as apparently illegal and was punishable by death. So the death sentence she and the common friend got. The problem is, the person on the death row didnt need to be confined in prison, but could go home and live normally till the sentence had to be caried out. In her case, was on a sat I think. And 'that day' was a thurs. So its like damn scary when you know your days are limited, not due to sickness, but something like this!
Weirdly, I was convicted too. In my dream I found it unreasonable and weird, so did all the people around me. Like I wasnt even there at the scene of crime! So these few days we spent a lot a lot of time with mummy. Weirdly I rmb mummy after coming back from hearing the verdict of out convictions, went home to sleep. In my dream I was thinking, shouldnt we not sleep at all since we only have like 3 days left? But came the saturday.
We were in the hanging room. The way of hanging in my dream was weird weird weird. It wasnt the usual way. There were tables and ropes on the tables. Ur head goes in a rope, mounted on some books. Then they pull the books away, and u get hanged. Maybe like some inclined pull up kinda hanging way? (a bit ridiculous hor liddat how to die. i must be driven crazy by the thought of uni studying that the death sentence is carried out by books.)
But sheena n the common friend and i were at the hanging area waiting to be hanged. went the friend and sheena. just before my turn, some teacher or someone i know ran in with a paper that states a clause that i shouldnt be convicted. So, i wasnt hanged but saved out of the scary room. i was teary and stuff of course cos sheena was there. the teacher told me that this clause usually gets a convict out of the death row immediately, but after further discussion or conviction i'll be on the death row in usually about 3 days time. So home i went, with that scary like crap feeling again cause i know my days are limited.

i was accompanying mummy as much as possible again. then suddenly, sheena came back. she didnt die! which was damn weird. she said she didnt die n could escape back. so we told her not to step out of the house in case she got seen by the police and caught back to be put on the death row. then, mummy went to sleep again. again i felt it a waste of time, so i took sheena's motorbike to go find company. WEIRDEST part of the dream. i went to find this guy staying kinda close to me larh (in reality). weird thing is why that guy of all guys? i dun even have a crush on him. not even the teeniweeniest lil bit.
but yeah. in my dream he was like. u damn weird can so late come find me. and in my dream i didnt tell him the position i was in. the next morning was to be my death sentence. and at dawn, we were like walking along this path, prolly back home. i was so sooo soooo scared as i know what was awaiting me after the sun rose.

LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY i didnt get to that part of the dream or i wuold really have woke crying my eyes out.
Tho incoherent, but it was wah liao damn scary can.

And does it have any hidden meanings? Is God telling me to spend more time with mummy? i wun suspect theres any hidden meanings for me to dream of that guy i went to find in my dream larh. cos. aiya just wont n cannot. haahaa.

WEIRD-LIKE-MAD-DREAM.

RAHS.

Anyways, my game-hubb has grown up!! Gosh we knew each other through a game like.. 3, 4 years back. Hes a norweigian boy younger than me by a year. now he looks much older. time fliesss.

cute reply to my MSn nick that wrote: '..:: Why is the 'Busy' sign for MSN a 'No entry for all vehicles' sign? ::..'
his reply: 'because in most cases when you're busy, you dont want people to "drive in" and disturb you ;P'

HAAHAA.

Psycho-ing process going on. Im a rocker. At least for the time being till we stop performing cao cao. Big thanks to jiayu-ge! we improved HEAPS and now we're finally presentable. HEH. SHUANG.

Okay randomness up again. Shall go to bed. NIGHTS.

さあ、うたう。
4:32 AM

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