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SIGH.
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Messy few days. I'll continue in this state until i secure a place in uni.
Disappointing grades. Well maybe i didnt work hard enuf. I knew id regret since e start, but i jus couldnt bring myself to mug consistently. Nvm.
Maybe i can squeeze into a uni? But i hope, pray, wish that it'd be in a course i have at least a lil bit of interest in. Sighs.. Loads of worry since that min i stared at that stupid piece of paper.
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But ohwells, stuff happened that made my that bad day (2 march 07) a lil better. hehheh.
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1st: i get to meet all my dearies. Classmates that i haven met in a long while. We get to walk around in school tog again. The feeling rocks la.. Memories of the past.
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2nd: the thought that we're finally done, after 2 years, is just so comforting la. (so ill not retain no matter wat!)
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3rd: private n confidential. Onli people wif me that day will noe abt that coincident, embarrassing (woah finally i spell correctly le janice!!) n dumb incident la. Haahaa.
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But yeah all these brightened up my sad day.
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But yeah. these few days, as troubling matters > happy stuff, im back to walking around like a zombie. So lost. Not onli for uni stuff. SO LOST.
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WHINESSSSSSS. Jan n hui n those i whined to should know what im whining about. WHINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS... (The word whine looks weird some way or another.. hmmm..)
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I'm going mad!!! Rah.
さあ、うたう。
11:43 PM