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Today was B.A.D bad B-a-D... I'll remember this date and keep it in mind.. oHH.. Past 12.. It was yesterday then.. Keep yesterday's date in mind: '6th april' Bad day fer shermaine goh.. a series of unfortunate events happened.. actually since 5th april la.. okie ayway, being very optimistic, i forgot april 5th's series.. so now im blogging about april 6th's.. yirun n me planned to go out today la.. like go nice nice kbox.. then the stupid dunno who went: 'today.. u all have to go to the PW tok at 2.45.. they'll gif out e qn paper blah.. it'll end around 4 den ull go to cca blah.. COMPULSORY' ohh then sorry yirun ler.. haix.. toopid.. then.. first 2 periods.. pe! the teacher talked a bit about the cca thing la.. then i heard this dammit disturbing sentence: 'we cant allocate u ALL to the cca u wan la. cos of facility constraint etc.. like 60 pple choose squash, but onli got 2 squash courts.' OHNO. and i was gonna appeal after sch.. but ill still try.. yeap.. we ran a round fer warm up.. then ran a 12 X 100m race.. each person takes 100m, an interclass informal competition.. I was runner 10 la.. ran like mad.. tho i didnt overtake anyone or such, i maintained e position we were in la.. And now.. mah legs are like aching.. next.. bio in audi.. bio passed quite fast la.. Sho it wasnt bad.. next.. break.. we went to the canteen.. but i was having a slight sore throat( and am still having it ) and i just ran and had no appetite, i didnt eat.. okie tat wasnt bad too.. *teh* next! Chem in audi.. i COULDNT believe it was like only 10+.. Like 'huh?' how long ago did we run e race? 2 days ago? argh.. the day was creeeeepinnng by.. then maths tutorial was okie.. maths lecture was borinG but okie too.. spent mah tyme daydreaming la.. HEY.. i just realised it wasnt my lessons that made my day bad today.. so.. >> fast forward x8... okie.. come to the part of the cca thing.. i was like kinda sure could get in lar! like i was in squash fer first 3 mths.. den sum who wasnt even in squash fer first 3 mths got in lor.. okie.. so quite confidently but also not hoping too muchily, i walked up to e teacher n stated my case..
he : squash a lot of pple.. the tch even calling us to cut 10+ more..
me : but i was there fer first 3 mths.. sum not even there fer first 3 mths one oso got in ler..
he : we are moving towards the performing arts.. when u put squash and dance, u definitely get dance already!
what shit?? so is what? they didnt give me due to space and facility constraint? or because i placed a despo fer pple cca in my 2nd choice? i wouldnt hear of it! okie.. i was fuming, but i remained calm and polite...
me : but i really like squash gave him the sincere and polite look.
he : cannot change! you see behind you a lot of people!
then he gave a a super ERR EWW look like wanna brush me aside.. of coursh i gotta go away.. i turned, quite sad and almost crying, and walked down the stage where he was on.. I WAS MAD.. How can the sch's stupid system be like that? Just because we ANYHOW put a performing arts despo cca as 2nd choice, e gotta go in there? AHHHHHHHH!! then i met 2 fellow squash members la.. they were there at squash fer first 3 mths too.. but couldn't get in.. they got into seasports.. heard seasports needed people too.. why the system so jian one.. like this year it even more shouldnt be like this.. CCA POINTS ARE USELESS ALREADY.. we join cca fer PLEASURE.. not TORTURE.. so you should give us something we enjoy and put as 1ST CHOICE.. 2nd choices are always rubbish.. I should have wrote NIL fer the 2nd one.. shit man.. shit shit.. then we 3 went to the squash room to see if anyone there could help us la.. the seniors see our looks also ke lian us la.. after briefing the 'ming zheng yan shin' squash members, they came to us and said that friday theres a trail.. if the ming zhen yan shun members dun do well, they'll be kicked out too.. and that anyone can join.. and if do well, they will try their best to let us join squash.. sho.. fri's the cruix.. but guess what? I CANT RUN!! at least not fer today.. we were trying to hit a few balls to see if we rusted.. and yeap.. i rusted.. and i couldnt run fer e ball nor bend down to hit.. cos my legs were aching!! DIE.. its still aching.. will it be okie by fri? thats like so impt to me lor.. PleasE.. let it be okie by friday.. yeap.. then i went to mit yirun at tm.. walked to cinemas decide show, take neoprint, walk to CS cinema.. then i realised i was urgent and needed the loo.. to the loo we went.. end up.. there was a situation tat made me stay in there fer about 10 mins.. rush out to buy smth, then stay in there fer another 5 mins.. it was DAMNN pek cek that 20 mins!! dammn pek cek.. onli yirun will noe how pek cek it was, as she knew e situation.. OKIE.. finally.. we decided to go eat instead of e movie.. to sakae we went.. mummum. tat was nice la.. but ordered a stupid SALTY LIKE MAD sukiyaki.. choked on salt.. yea.. then i went home wif a fat and full tummy, and an even worser sore throat.. yirun came over fer an hr, then went home.. that concluded my bad day.. actually after writing it out, not tat bad la.. what happened? nth much lor.. haiya n seeing sheena so sweet wif tat edison guy, a shuai ge!! hes like s.h.u.a.i.. then he wait fer her to blog finish b4 both going to slp, till slp on his chair.. so damn cute la.. then she reply, he woke, then they said okie lets both go slp now.. and ya.. hes realli shuai.. 20, red hair, no pimple face, cute smile, wink ETC la.. BUT. he smokes n drinks, a lot... but still cute la.. dunno la.. lol..

off to bed fer me now ler!! bad day.. tml please be better.. ooh!

IM gonna get BAPTISED soon!!! soo happi n excited.. on joann fishball's birthday!! 18th may!! haahaa! happi! every moment will seem good to me.. whats with all these bad days? seem so minor lor.. hehheh.. just please bless me that friday i can play well, and get selected to be in squash.. Thank you!..

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